Currently I
am sitting outside the girls’ house at about midnight waiting for their water
tank to finish pumping water. Since this
swarm of mosquitoes isn’t that great of company, I think this is a good time to
update da blog.
Jambo Mart's the grey building. Slick modern design stands out downtown. |
I’ve been
reflecting on a recent event that changed my perspective a bit on what I can
offer while I’m here. Just the other day
we went to Jambo Mart, an Indian-run department store downtown to get some
groceries and look at the clothes they had.
Looked around a bit and then decided to talk to the Indian floor manager
named Nitach. Good to be reminded of my
Indian friends back at UTA (shoutout to Subu, Ankit, Bharat, AD, Satish, Yash, Chinmay,
and everyone else!). Talked about work
there, what we were doing, life in Congo, what Americans did on the weekends
(“chilling out and drinking beer,” according to him), religious views… and then
Papa Jonas showed up.
Papa Jonas is
a Congolese fellow who worked at the same floor. He noticed that I was speaking a little
French, I think I told him I was a missionary intern, and upon finding out I
was an American Christian he got really excited. Then, with Nitach and another Indian guy
standing right in front of him, he said something like “Ah these guys…they’re
not Christians! They believe in… what’s
the name of your god again? Brraa…” “Uh Brahman!” the Indian guys reacted with a
bit of an incredulous and ok-whatever-old-man chuckle. “Oh yeah yeah he’s got like six arms and haha
nahhh… They must believe in Jesus!” Then
he proceeded to ask, no, demand that I should bring him a Bible because he was
a Christian brother trying to do some evangelism up in Jambo Mart. Désolé Papa… but even if I had one to give, I
wouldn’t without you having the proper training on how to use it. That thing is a sword, you know.
“It is not
good to have zeal without knowledge, nor to be hasty and miss the way,” (Pr
19:2). Heck I wish I had some more
Congolese zeal to serve the Lord, openness in expression of faith in God,
exuberance in worshipping the Father.
That’s a huge strength that my brothers and sisters and papas and mamans
here can bring to the global Body of Christ.
But… without knowing what you’re doing… well, case in point, making fun
of what someone believes doesn’t exactly make Jesus more credible.
So I’ve
realized that this knowledge, or this American-style, or even Zach-style
plan-everything-meticulously-before-you-do-it would be a great thing to use in
partnership with my fellow believers here so that we, from our different
backgrounds, gifts, and skills, could grow more into the fullness and maturity of
Christ.
A lot of people have asked what Congolese meals look like. Here's one I forgot to put on the last post-- us at Fr. Jonathan's house, eating fufu, cabbage, chicken, potatoes, some mashed up pork, |
Which is
coming about in a lot of great opportunities.
I’ve been sharing ideas and helping put together the evangelism team at
Pasteur Ezekiel’s church. A guy in a
local neighborhood who’s pretty passionate about preaching the gospel to his
friends asked me to help him with a Bible teaching he’ll be doing. And I just gave a teaching on making love the
basis for all of the other commands we follow last Wednesday and will be giving
two more the following weeks. Yeah, I
taught in French for like a whole hour. Wussup.
More on the
evangelism ideas… The Congolese style,
as you can kinda see, is really confrontational—if the
Oh and caterpillars. |
harvest is ready when
they talk to someone, it is sure gonna be harvested. They don’t miss an opportunity to encourage
or instruct someone with the Bible, even if that person says they sing in a choir
from their same
church’s denomination.
However, confrontation doesn’t work with everyone, especially with those
who don’t want to believe just yet.
Instead of just moving on, it requires a bit more laboring in the field
to produce the harvest, a bit more investment in the relationship, a bit more
time spent caring and talking and loving before being a part of a bunch of
people who sing and are preached to several times a week becomes a willful and
passionate experience with a community of believers who are truly alive in
Christ. Jesus told the disciples to pray
not just for harvesters, but for laborers who do the plowing, planting,
watering, and fertilizing too.
Sunday right before Michelle left. The girls got pretty dresses made and Mama Mimi got a matching one too. And I've got my slick tie |
If you
happen to be reading this and aren’t exactly sure about this evangelism or
Jesus thing or what I’m even doing in Africa… Hey. Yeah I’m in Africa right now trying to learn
how to help people follow Jesus. Yeah,
it doesn’t make a lot of sense… didn’t Jesus live a long time ago? Why would I want to “follow” him? Well, for me, I met him one day, and he kinda
changed my life. He freed me from trying
to live up to a standard of my good deeds outweighing my bad ones because I
believed that he took the punishment for everything I’ve done wrong and forgave
me and washed me clean. I can’t say for
a fact that he’s done that, but what the Bible says is trustworthy and I have
personal experiences with him every day.
That’s kinda why you have to believe it though. John 3:16 says “For God so loved the world
that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him will not perish
but have eternal life.” And he gave me
this calling, to go to Africa and work with a church organization that helps
others tell people this great news, that even though our world is really messed
up and we’ve done a lot of things wrong against God, he still loved us and sent
his Son, Jesus, to die in our place so that we could be the ones who could be
made good and pleasing towards God.
There’s nothing else I would rather do with my life, just to help others
grow to know this Jesus more and more and be free through this awesome thing
he’s done for us.
But of course
that doesn’t mean I’m anywhere near perfect.
I think I mentioned a while back about the Lord really using this time
to bring up things in me that really need to change. That has not stopped. What’s going on now? Congolese papa gives a very kind offer to me
and I turn it down pretty jerkishly. Younger
guy after talking to me for like 15 minutes says that he loves me, and I think
in response ok, thanks for being superficial, shut up I hate you go away. Wait what?
Missionaries shouldn’t be thinking like that, they should be burdened
for these people and pray for them and love them all the time and stuff. Whoops.
Yeah it’s hard sometimes… it’s really hard sometimes… just to even love
the people who show genuine kindness towards me. But hey that’s just one of the many things
that’s being brought up as I live here and that I’m trying by the grace of God,
and the grace of the Congolese too, to better and overcome.
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